what will happen to a face in the crowd, when it finally gets too crowded?

Oh, the lack of updates. how will I live with the guilt!
I've had to put up with a crapload of dumb people, well actually no, peculiarly one person, but seriously, I'm not in the mood for attention-seeking, I have a feeling this weekend is going to be a tad gloomy.
I'm annoyed, tired, & not in the mood to put up with anyone's crap this week.
I first get this aspect of a total creep, thahks to people and their big mouths. then, I have a load of homework I really don't want to do, and I have the pressure of the film for the festival this week.
I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm so excited, but I guess I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning. and most certainly, will be waking up on the wrong side of the bed the rest of this week.
On top of that, I'm feeling extremely guilty making plans every weekend and having my mother spare me 20 or 30 dollars knowing she's unemployed. trust me, it kills me inside, okay seriously, now I feel guilty for writing this.
Moving on to something else.
I'm trying to do so many things to take my mind off of that certain...someone. Really though, it sucks when everything start to become almost perfect, and completely crushes down.

I miss your gaze averted towards my silhouette.
xo love.