Really, though. It's like, as of 2 days ago, I have to blog before I go to bed. If I don't, I feel like I'm missing an arm or a leg. isn't that odd? I used to be that way during the whole LiveJournal era, but that definitely died down ever since MySpace skyrocketed.
But of course, I'm not here to talk about websites. Today is my "let's talk about how much crushes suck." really, though. I hate when I start gaining attraction for someone. that weird feeling when the person passes by you, I absolutely despise that feeling. I try to avoid it. but the more I see this certain character the worse the feeling gets. really, I think that's the hardest feeling to avoid. and what really agitates me is as much as I don't want to see this person, how much I want to get over this person, (you know, you try not to see him or her because you believe that the less you see them your feelings will start to decrease) but then, I feel like if I don't see him, I can't really normally till the next morning where I'll hope to see him. Weird, right ? that's why I hate crushing on men. that's why I've always preferred to be single. I mean, I've been single for 16 years, and look, I'm great!
I think I'm out for the night. I just wanted to let a little bit of steam off.
goodnight earth.
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