Monday, June 29, 2009

Something I've been wanting to do.

List of unkown things of yours truly:
  • I am extremely fond if English Literature. I find so much to it, and although it bores those of my age, I don't care - I'd pass a Gossip Girl book to read something written by James Joyce anyday.
  • My life revolves more around the Jonas Brothers than anything else; and the strange part about it? It's made me more independent. do not ask me how it's come about this - because even I can't tell you.
  • I get sentimental when I listen to an overly talented musician. i.e. Bob Dylan. play 'Like a Rolling Stone' repeatedly on your music player and tell me you won't shed a tear.
  • I've never been in love and don't plan on it anytime soon.
  • I cried from afternoon - night when I found out Michael Jackson passed. I even lit him a candle and said my prayers.
  • I believe God has something special in store for me. maybe completely irrelevant to anything I might want at the moment, but I know it's something good.
  • I can't have my bedroom door open while I sleep - it creeps me out.
  • I need to listen to music ALWAYS before I go to sleep. I am a musicholic and damn proud of it.
  • I was the only girl in school that during silent reading (I have no idea why, at the age of 17, it is necessary to read silently in every class for 30 minutes) I'd read a Sports Illustrated magazine while everyone read a textbook because they were too irresponsible to bring their reading materials.
  • I hate 95% of my school, which explains why I don't hang out with many people. I'm not anti-social ; I just get annoyed easily. therefore, Southwest Miami Senior High can suck a corndog.
  • I can guarantee you there is no one, NO ONE, in school or anywhere like me. trust me - even I wonder if I'm really from here.
  • I'd pass a water offer over Diet Coke anyday.
  • I can't leave my house without my bed being made ; it makes me feel trashy.
  • When I'm on the computer, 98% of the time out of 100 is me doing something Jonas Brothers related. the other 2% is taken up by my nerdy doings.
  • I don't want to live here. I want to move up North and detach myself from everything associated with a Cuban. as much as I love being Cuban - too much of it gets me dizzy.
  • I miss Something Corporate. not too long ago I was at the gym playing Something Corporate's Konstantine on repeat and nearly broke down right there.
  • which is why I switched it to Brand New.
  • I'm a little paranoid and I hate to admit it. but it seems like I just did.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

It's impossible...


to be this gorgeous at 16.


really, honey? because I was sixteen once. and not too long ago, actually. and all the boys that surrounded me that were 16 were nothing, nothing, compared to how fucking beautiful you look.
Keep it up, bb. I want that look on our wedding day.

Love,
Lynn

Thursday, June 4, 2009

School has officially come to an end.

Well, technically. I still have a year in the works but, 3 months without dreaded high school is awfully exciting.
I am blogging from my 6th period class. there is no one in here. my teacher left with her younger sister to go pick up some key for her classroom and is bringing us back Dunkin' Donuts.
the door is locked, Quantom of Solace is playing on her wide-screen (yes, WIDE-SCREEN) and I can yell and talk to myself all I want without seeming weird because, hell...I want to.
and I'm alone.
Oh, it just hit me.
So I'm pretty much in a tizzy for this summer. so many concerts to attend, exciting events, etc. really though, it's going to be one hell of a summer.
and I finally don't have to deal with the stress and drama that's also known as my group of friends. I'm kind of relieved that I gave up on them and kind of moved on to bigger and better things, definitely becoming more independent. because in all honesty, who's going to care about you in college?
so why stress it now? It's no big deal. the only thing you're going to give a shit about is what your professors ask you to do and what they'll think of you. no one gives a damn if you talked crap about their best friend or if you said something you werent' supposed to say to her after she told you not to because she's a jerk and you suck dick and blahblahblah345646YEIOJ NO ONE GIVES A FUCK.
So yeah, one more year that I'm pretty positive I can handle, and I'm out of this baby! yeehaw!
alright, I'm gonna finish up Quantum of Solace for the 45689345 time, L8er sk8erz~